i try so hard to help my best friend but she won't listen. its obvious the guy doesn't want her anymore. but why do you still keep hanging on? and the guy is toying with your feelings. can you just let him go? i don't want you to go through the same hurt. just trust me, for once.
Monday, 08 February 2010
i can't keep this from happening. love me or hate me its up to you. whatever i've done wrong to deserve your hate well i'm sorry. for the other kinds, just look inside your tiny mind and keep your comments to yourself.
Monday, 01 February 2010
suddenly fac doesn't seem so exciting anymore. i was excited last time when i first joined it but now i have better things to do then join the competition like studying for Ns. i really don't want to let my teammates down but maintaining a b3 for everything is tough for me. i don't know what to do. i might drop out of the competition. oh wells. let's see how it goes. but i guess things will turn out well.
yeahyeah. whatever isn't mine won't be mine and whatever is mine will be mine.
Wednesday, 20 January 2010
i am like this because you left me with no choice. i am like this because you drove me into a corner. i am like this because the feeling is still there. i am like this because i am a person who never gives up and i will always fight for what i want. i am a person that you will think am happy but i am just putting on a strong front. i am like this because you made such a big impact in my life. i am like this because of you.
am feeling so pissed now. i never felt so pissed for a long time until now. as i said before i don't like anybody to know about my affairs. especially when i don't know them that well even though they are your close friends. it concerns me. can you please open your golden mouth and kindly ask for my permission first before telling anyone? that will be very much appreciated. i don't care about it anymore. i am going to go my own way now. i will tell myself to be strong. i will tell myself that its going to be alright and that i'm so much better without you. for now. the future? who knows?
ahh. i feel the anger fading. it feels good after letting everything out.
Wednesday, 13 January 2010
bestest,
i don't know what is happening now and its really scary. i hope things will get better in time. you are pretty, capable, caring and smart. i hope things turn out the way you want them to be. 459.
